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boys and girls, once upon a time

2012-02-02T22:33:00.005+08:00

you know you been mia for long when you showed up at a gathering and your friends looked at you and said "omg is this the real jianqin!? come let me have a hug to make sure you're really here!"

hasn't been seeing the girls and the boys since i transferred school. that make it a six years gap in between, till i finally see them on this cny eve again. ohhmaiii

i practically never expect myself to be sitting with them round the same table again, and i wasn't going to show up had not tzeyan drove to my gate and literally dragged me into the car. oh well, guess there has to be someone who's making the effort so that the group will always stay on.

to us, since 2002/03! cheers :)

catching the light

2012-01-27T16:05:00.005+08:00

catch a light and you thought you had it, and the next thing you know, you lost it all.
but at least we once felt the warmth in our hand. no harm trying, no? loves :)

the roll goes on and on

2012-01-11T10:13:00.004+08:00

this mark an end to most of us as our path is splitting from here on. i put us in a box, sealed, and it's time to move on :)

it ain't the end, yet :)

2011-12-31T09:40:00.003+08:00

so it is the time of the year again, the time where everyone is busy reviewing what had been done for the past 365 days, and setting new resolutions for the upcoming 365 days.

i tried to sum up my past one year into paragraphs, but i realized it will take forever for me to finish the whole post, and so i give up. let's just say the 365 days are all worth it, be it the good times or the hard times. the circumstances didn't change us. we build the circumstances ourselves. :)

so, some new year resolutions, maybe? like STOP KNOCKING INTO THINGS and GET A FRICKING JOB AND BE A SUPER HOT ACCOUNTANT hahaha!

with loves, 2011 ♥

the sky is the limit

2011-12-26T16:58:00.004+08:00

"you don't get to choose to walk into a relationship. you fall into one before you notice."
i promised myself to be braver, to believe, to learn, to fall in love, again. ♥

2011-12-25T01:47:00.004+08:00

be joyous, be blessed. merry christmas!
and happy birthday, Jesus :)

i feel like a princess, tonight :)

2011-12-14T01:00:00.006+08:00

every girl wants to be a princess, not that royal kind of princess, but the feeling of being care of, being the point of focus, or just, being that one special girl for somebody, at that point of time.

and i had the chance to experience one of those moments, tonight.

it really feels great to have someone to remember what you once said, be it some rants or empty talks. from the car, to the choice of dinner place, to the present that you bought me, and the way you flipped over your phone when notifications came in just because i said i don't like mobiles on dining table. the whole thing is just, so beautiful, so fine, so, good.

i thank Father for this man in my life, who always take care of me, always there when i need helps, always ready to be my punch bag, always so considerate, so gentleman. your presence in my life is special, and i want you to know that. thanks for everything. loves :)

2011-12-08T21:38:00.003+08:00

当你不知道摊在面前的未来该怎么选择时抛个硬币吧!
不是要你不负责任的把一切丢给上天作决定
而是当硬币还在旋转快要停下来的时候你会很清楚的看得见到底自己最想要的是什么 :)

如果说你的选择太多了那不好意思就麻烦你...... 掷色子吧! 嘻嘻

2011-11-30T20:59:00.005+08:00

craving for club sandwich at odd hours while drinking coffee.

oh and please, i'm not stress. i'm just, errr, in the progress to turn into a great person.
quote alice in the wonderland "all great people are mad".

yes i'm mad. booyah.

2011-11-28T10:42:00.004+08:00

once, there was a man, so poor that he prayed to God everyday for a lottery. he walked 2 hours back and forth to the church everyday, just for the prayers.

"God, oh God, please win me a lottery, please please please."

one day, as he was saying his prayers, the statue came to live and talked to him.

"oh please please please, get a ticket!"

true, isn't it. i'm gonna continue working on my ticket now. buuu :)

2011-11-18T00:17:00.000+08:00

是不是真的把自己想得太重要了我甚至希望你会问我为什么连个招呼都没打就走了
而不是我不在了你都没发现

离

2011-11-16T22:17:00.005+08:00

一个世界数千万计的人口这个地方我们相遇下个地方我们分离

上帝让我们在茫茫人海中看见对方微笑靠近握手拥抱然后退一步分离
一幕幕不一样的背景不一样的演员重复的桥段乐此不疲的一遍再一遍

每一次的分离心中都难免惆怅迷惘

我离开了你会记得我么
我离开了你会难过么
我离开了以后还会再见么

其实说了再见就真的会再见么
再次相见的我们又应该用什么样的心态微笑握手拥抱

2011-11-08T22:12:00.003+08:00

been thinking alot lately. of studies, of relationship, of life, of present, of future.

i don't like it when it comes to this, standing at the cross-road, wondering which way to go. 3.5 years of college life had come to an end. the moment i been looking forward since i stepped into the college gate, yet i feel the uncertainties of future. like seriously, what is future?

it is not just about the challenging work life, all those late nights that i'm afraid of. what scares me more is, what am i going to leave behind the moment i step into that game? all these people around me now, so close, yet so far. how many of us will keep in touch? how many of us will turn into hi-bye, or even strangers?

all these years of life education i had, i learnt that no fate last forever. everything had a starting point, and there's a finishing line awaiting. forever is a vague term. it could be ten years, ten months, ten days, or even ten seconds. the moment one party stop the effort, that is, the expiry time. time to say goodbye.

no, no relationship last forever, except for family. yes it sounds mean, but reality is just a synonym for cruelty. life is not that colorful as you thought. time to remove the kaleidoscope and look at the world with your bare eyes. i will survive, you too. goodnight :)

OBU no more!

2011-11-04T12:19:00.003+08:00

finally one item off the shoulder. can't describe how great that feeling is. well the presentation part was a total mess, but who cares. it is all over now. what left is the submission part, only, i think.

anyway, going home tomorrow, finally! i miss everything back there. last stay at home till final is over! please please stay focus. we gotta make it through!

God bless. amen :)

the beginning of a new life chapter :)

2011-10-25T09:49:00.003+08:00

taken during gor's convo, oct 15, 2011.

so that's it, the end of one life chapter, the beginning of the next. of all sudden, we're not the kid we were yesterday, anymore.

if i were to be more serious about my studies than i am now, it would had been my graduation, on the same day, too. how time flies, right? remember how we used to look up at seniors and wonder how it feels like, to be like them. mature and cool. oh well. now i'm here, final sem, so call senior, and i still think i ain't anywhere near them, yet. not when i still have junior who calls me junior. lol

self-declare today as "do-anything-fun-except-acca-studies-day" since mock was over. 40 days to finals. so let's play, before today is over. :)

2011-10-21T15:16:00.004+08:00

i'm sitting on the chair, waiting. nobody cares what am i thinking. in fact, nobody noticed my presence. i wore a skirt, pale pastel color that blends me into the wall. quietly, patiently, i'm waiting.

i stare at the busy crowd walking pass. oh, the boss is on his phone with the client. oh, the kid is rushing for tuition. oh, that lady is late for meeting. oh, that man is chasing the bus that departed half a minute ago. and oh, you rush over, apologize for being late, and order two coffees when the waitress drop by, without asking me.

that's your life. well planned, focus, efficient, express. you named it "a battle for life". always rushing, always competing. you step on people to climb up, and you're proud of your achievement. "that's how life ought to be. the strong ones stay, and the weak ones, either killed, or left." you told me that, while flashing on your luxury phone to my face, busy replying message.

i'm not that weak to be a prey, neither do i want to be a predator. i took a sip of the cup of coffee you ordered for me. java chip. ice java chip. oh, you prefer cold beverage cuz you can drink it at one go without the worry of getting your tongue burnt. i switch my sight back onto your face, and you're still busy talking over the phone.

i stand up from my seat, walk to the counter, order myself a cup of hot cappuccino that i like, and walk away from the coffee shop, without saying bye to you.

oh hi sunlight out there, let's play :)

2011-10-12T22:05:00.003+08:00

家里的天空就算有点乌云也还是最美的

给我家男人打了通电话不为什么单纯撒娇
再给我家女人打了通电话不为什么单纯炫耀

哇还真的很像本小姐的作风纯粹无聊

爸妈你家刁蛮女想家想你们了 :)

距离·美

2011-10-11T19:54:00.004+08:00

我喜欢这种不近不远的距离
不太近我们之间就不会有压迫感
不太远至少我知道你一直都会在
这样不近不远刚刚好 :)

smurfie smurf! ♥

2011-10-09T12:57:00.002+08:00

say hi to smurfie! someone i found towards the end of my college life, that shares most of my personalities, except that she's more HIGH PROFILE.

smurf smurf, low profile abit la, okay? :p

coffee talk #4

2011-10-07T23:33:00.001+08:00

每个咖啡迷身边都会有一个对咖啡很有意见的人
天天对着你念"咖啡喝多了对身体不好" 然后天天陪你喝咖啡 :)

2011-10-02T16:15:00.002+08:00

the beautiful flower says, "i'm worthy of you".

oh hi amazing people, september is over. time to wake up. :)

coffee talk #3

2011-09-29T19:39:00.001+08:00

在不委屈自己的前提下学会分享. 所以咖啡香借你闻可是我的咖啡你别想喝.

coffee talk #2

2011-09-24T23:05:00.001+08:00

关于某些已经失去的东西　就算有再多的眷恋　也回不去了

cuz you are my man :)

2011-09-23T19:08:00.006+08:00

i know there's a man in this world who'll love me more than any other people, and i love you too, more than anyone else. :)

this man, in my life,

he might not be the richest man i know, but he has a pool of never ending love to share with me.

he has real bad temper at times, but he tolerates, laughs and fools around with me most of the time.

i know it's not possible for him to be with me all the time, but he'll always be there whenever i need.

he loves me more than any other man could be on this earth, and so do i.

family :)

happy birthday papi! loves ♥

2011-09-18T19:15:00.008+08:00

有没有那么一天你也会这样

明明就才刚睡醒却好像永远没睡够的样子
明明就还没吃东西却一点饿的感觉也没有
明明就还有一座山高的未完成任务却一点动力也没有
明明明天就要考试了却宁可上来打一篇很没有意义的文字也不想温习

有没有那么一天你也会这样

习惯性的开了电脑上线了然后瞪着屏幕不知道该做什么
打开了 itunes playlist 从第一首一直跳到最后一首最后一首都没听完
给自己泡了一杯最喜欢的咖啡静静的看着它冒着热热的烟一口都没喝
翻箱倒柜的找出了很久以前从电脑烧出来的CD 看看几年前的我们笑自己当初幼稚天真不自量力

有没有那么一天你也会这样

突然不想再说话
突然觉得微笑其实很累
突然发现世界很虚伪
突然发现自己很陌生

扯了个很无奈的笑脸我看了一眼立在桌上的镜子那个微笑的女生很陌生

2011-09-13T01:20:00.000+08:00

'cuz i can always find the best smile in you :)

coffee talk #1

2011-09-08T12:40:00.002+08:00

一杯放凉的咖啡就像一段放凉的感情一样变调了喝下去还会伤身

2011-09-02T11:55:00.004+08:00

i didn't lost count of the dates. i just forget what day is today, cuz all i remember was how many days had gone since i last saw you.

gone totally stunned yesterday during yumcha when jien told me it was thursday. i went all the way omg omg omg cuz i thought it was wednesday, like seriously. can't believe i has only 3 more days to stay at home, including today.

home is great. really. everything is great back here. peace, green, babies, plushies, and my own bed. nothing could beat this feeling to be with the love ones, and if i have to quote one thing that's missing, it has to be you.

everything gone perfectly fine here, but i miss you.

boyce avenue ♥

2011-08-30T12:01:00.005+08:00

i always find acoustic to be real cool, yes as cool as my favourite blue jazz. and this band, they sing real cool acoustic version of the songs. me loves :)

2011-08-29T15:29:00.003+08:00

over these few weeks, there's these 3 alphabets that i'd been saying all time long.yeah 3 alphabets, end with U, and nope not i ♥ u. it is all about, umm, obu.

sigh. time to continue working. with loves, from home :)

2011-08-23T10:44:00.003+08:00

a friend is one who rushes his way to you when something bad came up, gives you a huge punch when you claim you were okay, hugs you so tight afterward that you can barely breathe, and tell you sometimes it is okay to not be okay. thanks for the coffee, anyway :)

i knew it the day i came out from the hall. yeah i knew how and where exactly i screwed up. i was just hoping that i could be lucky enough to hit it on the dot, oh well. was really calm when i saw the result, though i expect a better score for my corporate reporting. failing itself didn't hit me that hard, cuz i knew what i'd done. what's hard for me is to tell you myself, that i failed you. i'm sorry to let you down papi and mami. it was really hard for me to make that call, trying hard to fight my tears and speak in my normal tone.

it is an alarm to myself. i know. our big daddy above have some plan for me. ain't a punishment, cuz i earned this myself. no more playing hard hmm. it's more about study hard now, real hard. need to make some change to the original plan. some sacrifices, but i know it will worth the hell in the end. 6 months later, i'm gonna have 2 mails laying in my mailbox for this. 2 mails. yes i'm positive like that. loves :)

seafood dinner with cousins!

2011-08-20T23:32:00.006+08:00

went for an awesome epic sinful seafood dinner with cousins and their other half. dai lou with ah sou, pey gor with pris, hong gor with amanda, and i was alone. lol. oh wait, i'm everyone's partner :p

took a train to kl sentral cuz hong gor was working today. and according to him, that's how i had to work my way to my dinner lol! funnehh cousin! :p anyway i had him to pick me up at sooka sentral and then head down to cheras to pick amanda, and off we go to pj pantai seafood, the place where the sinful dinner took place.

so let's have a quick review on the menu, nope no photos available cuz i was busy eating. maybe i shall wait for cousin to upload some instead cuz he brought his dslr over. anyway, we had FRESH RAW OYSTERS served as the first dish, with LALA SOUP coming up next, followed by SPRING ONION OSTRICH, "ZUK TAN" WITH GARLIC SAUCE, VEGE, CHEESE BAKED OYSTER, STEAMED PRAWNS with egg, CRAB WITH SALTED EGGS, STEAMED FISH, PEPPER SALT SQUID, and CRAB WITH SOUR AND SPICY SAUCE served with buns to wrap up our whole menu. how cool is that. all i remember was eat eat eat and eat oh yeah. all the seafood are having a reunion in my stomach now hahahh!

oh yea i remember dai lou saying "fwahh you're good in eating seafood don't you? so skillful in peeling off the skins and shells" and i was like "whatodo no one peeling for me, have to do it myself la" hahhaha! oh well when it comes to a pure seafood dinner like this, i don't mind getting my hands dirty, but nope not on a wedding dinner or formal dinner. i'd rather sacrifice all the prawns on such events. lol!

umm not really sure about how much the bill total up to, oh well i'm definitely not the one paying. lols. but i heard the tax and service charge part sum up to a rough 50 plus, which means easily over 500? wow. that's like the most expensive dinner i had over the few months. lol! thanks boss :)

shall take a shower and head to bed earlier tonight. working tomorrow at the obu graduation! fuhh kinda looking forward for it, cuz i can finally wear my formal suits again hehehh! i just love looking professional. loves ;)

2011-08-16T00:42:00.005+08:00

your last sentence of "see you tomorrow" before we bid goodnight to each other makes me looking forward to the next day. it needs not be too complicated to make one happy, no?

my turn to take the initiative and say hi tomorrow, maybe. loves :)

2011-08-12T22:58:00.005+08:00

things will only get better when time goes on. a lil change everyday. a lil improvement everyday. oh well. i hope it goes on, till then :)

thanks for the ride today, if you see this. :) anyway, homie home, i'm home. loves

teh-O + lime?!

2011-08-11T20:20:00.004+08:00

off day today since my tests are all over. went lunch with a friend, and that literally made my day, a day filled with laughs.

"wth look at the name of the drink. TEH-O + LIME?! what is that man?!"

"dude, it is teh-O ais limau." -.-

imagined how long i laughed over this hahaha! sorry dude, i just have to post this up :p

oh ya, kc dropped by after work today, and we went dinner together. brought him to the beef noodles teehee! but i missed the correct junction. kc was like "next time don't say you bringing me to what nice place etc. just say we gotta find that place together, cuz you always lead me to the wrong direction." lols okay i admit i sucks at direction hahah!

anyway awesome dinner i had! tho my appetite doesn't really improve and i didn't finish even half of my noodles. oh ya, got some extra allowance from him too heee cuz i was ranting how poor and broke i am currently haha! thanks gor gor! i love you :D

half day class tomorrow! and planning to go home for weekend afterwards since there is no meeting and trinity at night. gotta call papa first hehe.

till the next. take care! and don't fall sick. the weather is such a bitch lately. lols. loves ♥

i emo you!

2011-08-09T21:07:00.009+08:00

emo #1

"sad, i missed the world vision's 30-hour famine camp again :("

"oh, i thought you been doing that all the time?!"

look how sarcastic my friend is. eh hello? i just don't eat much at one time okay! and i simply don't like eating alone. that's just, pathetic. now stop staring at me as though i'm a freak who don't need food. dohhh

emo #2

i still yet to watch captain america! darling went watching with the boyf last week without me sobness how can you do this to me. i want a date to watch it with me la :(

emo #3

fat told me she went genting again, makan angin, literally. too much right! :(

emo #4

audit test tomorrow. yes test, again. :(

2011-08-05T23:51:00.000+08:00

a simple hi made me smile the whole day, when it comes from you.
be braver, and hope for a star, shall we? :)

second chance?

2011-08-01T23:24:00.002+08:00

i read this in an article before. people do make mistake. you and i. we all did. learn to forgive, cuz most of the time, people deserve a second chance. i tried my best for it, most of the time. but not this time, not anymore.

my roommate, the one i been pissing off with always. she has this habit of locking the door all the time, although we been telling her to not do so cuz we don't bring our key inside the house. like seriously who goes to toilet or go shower with your key when you are inside your own house?

i remember the first incident. it wasn't the first time she locked me out, but the first time she locked and went out from the house. cool. lucky enough that Tiffany was there, so i borrowed her phone to call her to come back and open the door. imagine she came back and open the door after like quarter of an hour and there's no sign of sorry in her face. i was really pissed.

had a conversation with her after that to remind her to check around before locking the door, and she said yes. of course she did say yes, but i bet she didn't remember so. the second time she locked me up, i couldn't find anyone to call her. i was alone in the house. fun? it was day time, so i went to the office to borrow the key to unlock my room. got scolded by the staff in charge that time for locking the key in the room. fml.

and tonight, she saw me walking out from the room with my towel and clothes. i left the room door open some more just in case, and yet she locked me up again. awesome. tried so many ways to get the key but couldn't. in the end i had to call the warden (with housemate's phone of course mine is locked in the room) and get a nice round of scolding again before warden agree to come down and open the office for me. get another round of counselling before the warden pass me my room key. had to register my name again for borrowing the key, and might be charged penalty for that.

i gave her a second chance, but for that, i'm judged by mistake i didn't commit tonight. my record is stained. who is giving me a second chance then? i do agree that everyone deserves a second chance, but not the same person, for the same mistake over and over again. i'm sorry.

2011-07-31T19:33:00.003+08:00

went dinner with kc at kikuya and proceeded to some random dvd stall afterward to get some disc to watch in the night. my hand reached out to the barbie series once i saw it.

kc: barbie again?

jq: why cannot :(

fine then. i put back my barbie series, and took up the lion king series. yay lion king :)

it's a beautiful night

2011-07-30T02:32:00.003+08:00

our prom night, tonight.

my first time organizing a prom.
my first time wearing long dress.
my first time to have my hair curled and bun up in saloon.
my first time to be invited to a dance, like really that hand in front of me. wow

our prom night, a beautiful night, tonight. loves :)

the art of forgiveness

2011-07-27T00:32:00.005+08:00

was browsing through my mailbox to clear up the chunk of junks inside, and came across this mail from Global Media Outreach Prayer Letter which i subscribed sometimes ago. clicked open the mail, and it led me into a deeper thought of myself.

the body of the mail sounded roughly like this:

We must learn to forgive each other. Because nobody is perfect—not me, not you. The word “forgive” means “to release — to let go.” If you want to have a relationship that lasts more than 6 months, you’ve got to learn how to let things go. Otherwise, it’s loneliness and bitterness for me and you. You see, relationships are like cars. Sometimes they need repair. Wear and tear, constant mileage, accidents: cars need attention to keep working. And just because you have to take it to the shop and spend some money doesn’t mean you should abandon the car. It has years and years more to go; it just needs a little work done from time to time.

Relationships are just like that. Sometimes it’s just taking the car in for a regular service—like asking, “Have I done anything to offend you? How can I be better? I love you.” Or maybe it’s something more serious—like a major offense. But if you want the relationship to last, you have to make things right. You have to forgive from your heart. Ephesians 4:32 says, “Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you.”

If you want God to forgive you, you have to forgive others. There’s no way around that. Jesus said, “If you forgive those who sin against you, your heavenly Father will forgive you. But if you refuse to forgive others, your Father will not forgive your sins” (Matthew 6:14,15). God is not going to forgive you for your many sins if you are not willing to forgive someone their relatively few sins against you. What if your child refused to share his cookie with his brother but expected you to give him most of your dinner? You wouldn’t want to teach him that kind of behavior.

God wants us to forgive each other, because He has forgiven us. Who do you need to forgive? Maybe it’s a relative you don’t even see anymore; maybe it’s your best friend or spouse. No matter who it is, the same action is necessary. It’s not always easy, but it is rewarding. Forgiveness will free you from the burden of bitterness and help you have lasting relationships. It will also allow you to receive God’s forgiveness. Take a moment today and ask God to help you forgive all those who have wronged you and thank Him for His incredible forgiveness.

the art of forgiveness, something i been trying to embrace. something i thought i have in hand. something sounded so easy on paper yet so hard to practice. something i been reminding myself day after day, yet forget when anger fury and hatred cover my mind.

when i was irritated, when i felt betrayed, when someone let me down, i can't help but to have this negative feeling over them. sometimes i even curse for whatever they'd done on me, if i deemed it inappropriate. but end of the day, who am i to judge? had i not let others down, in similar ways? all in all, when i made such mistakes, had i not upset Him? and if i prayed so hard for Him to forgive me on my sins, why am i so obsess with myself and not forgiving others?

i been a hypocrite, i know. but not anymore. hopefully. the art of forgiveness, let's practice together. :)

2011-07-26T10:53:00.002+08:00

am currently having my worst ever hangover since i'm alive. my head is so heavy i can barely process the data i read. things in front of me spin randomly, or my head is spinning. whatever.

this post effect is somehow expected when i went to bed last night. been having few nights of insufficient bed since last week, or even earlier. works, studies, obu. i worked myself till midnight almost every night and this normally promise me a good bed since i'm so tired, till last night. never expect a cup of milk tea to cause such impact on me. insomnia.

oh, prom on this Friday! ain't you excited about it? i am. :)

meet the bunch of stalkers!

2011-07-24T00:16:00.002+08:00

i have this bunch of friends who are all professional stalkers. from just a name, or even part of your name, they can find out your profiles thanks to facebook twitter and google search.

to think of it, it is actually kinda scary. imagine you met someone during some random occasion for ONCE, and ever since then you had some people checking on you. wow. creepy. but the good thing about that is, i found a lot of fun watching them checking all these people, and making jokes about it.

i was once kinda against all these, cuz it sort of not in-line with my principle of privacy. not that i don't care about privacy anymore now. i still care about mine, but i don't mind checking on some cute and hot dudes and babes randomly haha! oh well, if your profiles etc are not locked, you can't blame others to check on you, no?

2011-07-19T18:12:00.002+08:00

i know i'd move on when anything concerning you no longer bother my feelings.
stay focus on whatever i'm obliged to now. work, classes, obu, families.
keeping myself occupied used to be my excuses to avoid you, but not anymore.
being busy is now, part of my life.

life is beautiful. my life is. :)

2011-07-10T11:35:00.004+08:00

if love brings you more tears than joy, maybe it is time to let it go.
stay strong my dear.

2011-07-05T17:48:00.005+08:00

my latest newest roommate just moved in, busy cleaning her space now. Jesveen, a course-mate of mine, another older-than-me junior.

one day before this, when i stepped back into my room where i stayed for more than 3 years, i had eeling telling me we are going to have another indian roommate as my welcome back present. indian, again. *bangs wall* yes i'm racist when it comes to this, cuz my current indian roommate caused my room a total mess. dusty and dirty everywhere i just can't stand it. no tolerance when it comes to hygiene issue.

anyway, back to Jesveen, the new roommate who is now wiping her wardrobe and table etc with dettol. well i hope this keep on, and i hope the one who is staying beside her (i don't even care to remember her name wtf) can LEARN TO KEEP HER SPACE CLEAN, like seriously.

call me one with OCD or whatever. i want my space clean and comfort for my use. boo.

hot.sexy.me!

2011-06-29T13:14:00.002+08:00

taken during my last study break back at home when fire was burning on the wire and phoooopss the whole village turned dark. had to find some way to keep ourselves entertained while there's no light no fan no tv and no laptop.

a flower, for you. cheers. :)

2011-06-21T23:36:00.003+08:00

"there's only one thing better than illicit sex - illicit chocolate"

(Dorothy Koomson: the chocolate run)

taken from the novel that cousin passed to me before he went back to work last weekend. started flipping through the pages only when i found out from the synopsis that the girl in the story loves chocolate, just like me. lols. oh well, could be a good companion for me till sem break is over i guess.

woke up from my routine afternoon nap today and saw my little niece sitting on the sofa with her pappi. "bao bao," she said when she saw me, and reached her hands out to me -- to get my tortoise plushie that i had in my hand. so cute right.

a happy life could be as simple as this, when you treasure and enjoy every single moment that God presents to you. amen.

2011-06-20T16:03:00.003+08:00

reached my hand to the dishes before prayers cuz i was so hungry this afternoon.
guess what, the dish was so hot i pulled my hand back straight away once i touched it.

"God is punishing me for not saying prayers before lunch," i told mommy.

laughs.

feels good to be home. me loves ♥

2011-06-10T14:10:00.003+08:00

the rain washed everything away.
greenness, freshness, everywhere.
coffee, with you, maybe? ♥

2011-06-06T20:55:00.003+08:00

i dance in my own style, following my pace.
one two three one two three
make a spin
one two three one two three......

i dreamt i was missing

2011-05-22T00:12:00.006+08:00

tell me what's wrong with me. tell me.

had a really weird dream this morning after switching off my alarm and threw myself back to bed. i was running, again. wasn't aware of my destination, but i know i can't stop. it feels like someone is chasing me from behind. someone, or something.

i remember hiding under the table when someone came near. i remember running down the stairs and ended up in a corridor, with doors. i remember steps approached me from behind and i ran into one of the doors.

there were two guys inside, jamming. don't ask me how it linked. i don't know, but they eventually helped me out of that building, and we started running again, from three of us, to two, and in the end, leaving me alone, still running.

a never ending run, till i finally wake up, with tears on my pillow.

2011-05-17T21:24:00.001+08:00

nerdy enough for the coming finals? let's have some boost :D

2011-05-13T18:52:00.000+08:00

that was what i thought, the same day, three years ago.

2011-05-10T13:54:00.001+08:00

if a frown is shown then i will know that you are no dreamer

it's been some times

2011-04-26T22:42:00.003+08:00

one of my favourite picture taken during graduation on 9th april. yes graduation, and nope not my graduation if you are wondering.

april ending by this week, time flee without us realizing it, again. or are we just too ignorant to acknowledge it? the latter sounds more like it. hmm

the fc gang resumed group study over 1 months ago, or even earlier than that, i can't recall. been trying to build up some productive atmosphere among ourselves and tag each other along. journey to the battlefield is less than 50 days from now *nervous*

been nerding quite alot lately. it doesn't sounds like me i know, but yea once you been through corporate reporting you know what i meant. it just happen to change the whole of me inside out cuz the syllabus itself is so bulky i see no different taking 2 papers this sem compared to 3 papers last sem, or worst. nope i'm not exaggerating.

revision class starting on coming saturday till tuesday for p2. gotta have class on sunday, which is labour day. how pathetic is that, but it's alright, cuz it is menon, and it is p2. lol coming up next would be social gathering, and i gotta go home for 1 week off afterwards yay! can't wait for that. feel like forever since my last time home :(

stay healthy people! a healthy body is the only weapon we have to get us through this hectic finals preparation period. with loves, xoxo :)

sac outdoor sports day

2011-04-03T20:38:00.004+08:00

had our annual sports day organised by sac on 2nd of april. a full of event day with lotsa sweats sprains cramps and musle pain, but we had fun. i think i started to love the feeling of running in the field and court :)

kuddos to oc jinquan and aoc filzah. and what not, kuddos to us, the sac ♥

my name, on the field. awesome kan :)

2011-03-24T21:52:00.002+08:00

今天的咖啡微酸

mama's birthday woohoo! ♥

2011-03-21T22:48:00.011+08:00

took a weekend off to go home, the place where i love the most, and the place where i found most love. a place where i belong, where i can just be the lil princess i want, been spoiled by mama and papa jie jies and gor.

it was mama's birthday, and papa decided to have a simple dinner at the new secret recipe branch at raub although mama said she wants a simple dinner at home. oh well, the man always got the say in the end (wait that's only in papa and mama's situation lol) so yeah whatever, in the end there we are. :p

papa's grilled black pepper chicken with rice :)

pan grilled dory fish. mama's :)

caribbean style fish fillets. mine and kc's :)

chicken cordon bleu. jianxin's :)

cappuccino! nope wasn't mine this time. papa's order instead :)

my beverage for the night - grapetiser. new love found :)

went for a random family shopping after dinner. that moment was purely joyous. i can just nag nag nag and grab grab grab whatever i want, without even checking the price tag. how cool is that :p told you i love being the lil princess at home. i don't have to care a pinch even if the sky is falling. loves ♥

long distance ♥

2011-03-15T21:45:00.008+08:00

"with you is where i'd rather be, but we're stuck where we are.

it's so hard, you're so far"

to papa, to mama, to family, to home. ily ♥

love is never ugly :)

2011-03-07T12:11:00.007+08:00

i had always been a fan of beauty and the beast, personal favourite of all fairy tales. the "i-love-you-but-i-have-to-let-you-go-tho-it-means-i-will-die" theory had never fail to make me tear. yes i still watch it till now, occasionally. it is the most beautiful love story that i had ever known :)

isn't that lovely? :)

so yea when beastly was released, i wanted to watch it so much, and yes! i finally got to! whee :D

the story line is actually pretty same with the cartoon. a guy who love things and people just because of their beautiful appearance got cursed by a witch and turned into a beastly looking man, while he had only a year to find his true love bla bla bla. oh btw, alex pettyfer has this really charming green eyes omg GREEN! ♥

anyway, i enjoyed the movie pretty much thanks to my movie companion tho she actually wanted to watch black swan hahaha!! and cathay cineplex has really comfortable seats! woohooo :D

2011-03-05T14:31:00.003+08:00

i thought that arms will always open for me.
i thought that space will always be mine no matter how far i gone.
i thought i can always come back one day.
i thought, yes, i thought.

and i think about it no more.

怎么突然眷恋你的胸膛

legend of the thorn bird

2011-03-01T01:30:00.003+08:00

long ago, there was a bird who sang just once in her life. from the moment she left the nest, she searched the longest leaf for a thorn tree, never resting until she found one.

then she began to sing, more sweetly than any other creature on the face of the earth. but carry away in the rapturous honor song, she impaled herself on the longest, sharpest thorn. as she was dying, she rose above her own agony to out-sing even the lark and the nightingale.

the thorn bird traded her life for that one song, and the whole world was captured to listen!

and God, in His heaven, smiles...

as her very best was brought out only of the cost of great pain. driven by the thorn, with no fear for her death to come. but when we push the thorn into our breast, we know, we understand.

and still, we choose the pain of the thorn......

*text from the legend of the thorn bird*

when there is light, there is hope

2011-02-26T19:46:00.003+08:00

problems come to you even when you least expected them. the most uninvited guest ever. still, when it comes, it comes with a way to solve it. yes it did, just that we haven't discover it.

God has never promise us an easy way out, for what we are facing now. He never tell us this road is gonna be easy, but still we choose to follow His lead. all we can ever say is, when we follow His lead, when we have faith in Him, there will always be a way out, yes there will always be.

at times life could be difficult, when challenges fall upon us, when we get distracted away, when we lost faith in what we been doing. be it studies, relationships, works, and even lives. but hang on! we will sort it out, together. you. me. us. all of us. T O G E T H E R !

NEVER GIVE UP!

i might not know what been going on with you, and you know i wouldn't ask, cuz i respect your choice to tell or to keep it to yourself. i just want you to know, we are here together. don't you ever dare to give up, when the rest of us are all here, fighting along with you.

so inspired by the movie SANCTUM. glad i went and watched it with them in the end :)

2011-02-22T23:35:00.002+08:00

"the jianqin lee i know used to be so bubbly"

this phrase somehow sounds familiar, ain't it?

i wonder where the jianqin lee goes either.

2011-02-21T14:01:00.002+08:00

passed. all 3. and first class on the dot. praise Lord. thank you Jesus :)

2011-02-20T18:07:00.001+08:00

and so i'm back to the world of caffeine addict.

no point denying it when i'm actually in love with it :D

2011-02-18T22:32:00.003+08:00

if lies are all you can promise, you may shut up now.

if there's no you

2011-02-16T15:22:00.006+08:00

over a year ago, when i first knew your existence, i'd never thought we would become friends.
when we first started to talk, i'd never expect us to gone through a journey this far and becoming thus close.
and i will never be who i am today, if not because of you.

you taught me the beauty of the world from an angle totally different from mine.
you taught me words i never use in my conversation before, good and bad.
you taught me how to become a person much stronger than i used to be.
you taught me the reasons to love myself more than anyone could love me on this earth.

and you taught me the way to laugh like a kid whenever i'm with you.

no burden, no stress, no worries.

thank you :)

2011-02-09T23:44:00.003+08:00

the old road sign that i love a lot

cuz it says "home is near, just several turns away" :)

2011-02-03T22:55:00.002+08:00

i ran out to the door just to watch fireworks, bare foot.

yes i kid :)

2011-02-03T00:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

it is the time for the bunnies to shine now :D
GONG XI FA CAI ♥

2011-01-23T22:06:00.005+08:00

这段路有很多急转弯

sometimes chances fall to you from sky. yes it really happens.

something you been wanting might just fall to you, without you even anticipating.

it happened, and i let it go.
bye dream! see you in future.

2011-01-20T21:27:00.002+08:00

burger is good. sundae cone is good.

mmm-ahhhh. i'm lovin' it ♥

2011-01-17T01:38:00.003+08:00

certain thing will always go on and on and on, like our friendship.

you'll always be my dear and darl, no matter how.

love you :)

2011-01-15T23:05:00.002+08:00

i remember every single thing you said, every single promise you made

even when you had forgoten

2011-01-02T21:22:00.002+08:00

new year, new sem.

new bed sheet, new pillowcase.

new roommates and housemates perhaps.

and same old me.

cheers.

village girl is back in the city :)

tic toc tic toc till the end

2010-12-30T13:14:00.004+08:00

2010 heading to the end. gonna say byebye in less than 48 hours.

currently enjoying life back at home. no tall buildings. no hot sun. the only thing available here is love. lots and lots of lovesssss :)

had you done your review for the year? yes i did mine, a pretty simple one. i grew up, grew fatter, and i'm happy. well that's the thing that matters most in the end ain't it?

I AM HAPPY. it tells everything :)

and she turns 20 :)

2010-12-21T23:17:00.023+08:00

the clock stroke 615pm on dec 14th, and that marked the end of my finals, the beginning of celebration :)

was lepaking at financial counter with ah may and jonc while waiting for nick to come from work, and got a much surprising call by ying wei saying he's coming for the dinner too. not long after that, the both of them shown up at financial counter, with a slice of cake from secret recipe bought by nick. thanks dudes! believe it or not, that's the only slice of cake i had (minus jogoya's buffet. that one not counted!) LOL dam sad :p

headed to cristang at pj state for dinner. nick's treat. of course my portion only :p finally had my crave for cristang satisfied after 891723879571. super nice meal indeed like like!! :D

mah dinner!

#teampork at cristang! :D

went madeline's house for some chilling session after dinner. finally had a few rounds of playing monopoly deal without guilts ahh it was so good! and the guys were busy FIFA-ing. was a great way to release stress after so many weeks of tension :)

monopoly deal never get us bored! :D

look at the guys. macam budak :p

had a mini countdown there, too. they sang me a birthday song after 12. dam sweet please. *blushes* hahaa! i'm so not used to people celebrating birthday for me, like seriously. been the one planning birthday for others so often but i never had my birthday celebrated with friends, oh minus the steamboat i had with vinnie sasa and leng back in last year :p (wait i think i planned that too =d)

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the birthday day itself was way beyond awesome. woke up around noon time and went for korean bbq with cousin at mont kiara. bon ga. yes cousin treated me birthday lunch there thanks boss! :D

i personally think it tasted MUCH BETTER than woo ga chun which i went with him last round. like seriously omg the pork belly SO FAT SO JUICY! and the kimchi soup was PURE ON! and and the side dishes fwahhhhh i can die eating them cuz my stomach is just too small to fill all in yummsss

side dishes! part of them ONLY

hot hot grill pork belly (y)

kimchi soup with ramen! (errr ak don't try :p)

cousin sent me back to hostel after lunch, and i rushed to change and step into buddies' car heading to ss14 and shifted into daodao's car, to pavilion. :)

had a fun day out with daodao jesz tzching and limlim out there. shopped at pavilion and farenheit88. went uniqlo with daodao too to shop for her winter clothes for the upcoming taiwan trip. jealous dohh! =d

yes yes jianqin loves cap and hat!

and jianqin loves christmas! :D

beautiful :)

dinner at jogoya was great. we learnt a big lesson for buffet during the last session one year back, and this time we progress with daodao's so call PROPER TIME MANAGEMENT technique lol

we had one hour for full course and drinks and ANOTHER ONE HOUR PURELY FOR DESSERTS omg sounds dam cool right i know your jealous reading this mwahhahahaha imagine all those ice creams puffs tarts cakes puddings etc omg i definitely went high on sugar that night. SUPER HIGH. but i don't care. :p

sushi!

still sushi!

honey marinated chicken wings!

half-boiled eggs, not my type ...

mix platter!

haagen dazs!

new zealand naturals!

hello meet opera choco special choco moose tiramisu blablablaaa

coconut! sweet and chilling! :D

and we made twin towers out of the ice cream bowls. awesome kan? :D

groupie at the entrance of jogoya :)

had quite a number of camwhore session with them too, till my camera batteries die. yes both my battery packs die. imagine how many shots we took, and i seriously had a bad time filtering all those pictures when i processed them. TOO MUCH!

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the night of 15th was when i started feeling uneasy, cuz i didn't know what's gonna happen on 16th. the Wins booked me for karaoke session on 16th noon, and i had totally no idea on the plan who's attending and what not. all i got is "tomorrow sing k at 1pm" and "don't ask why just be there at the time". aaron even insisted us to wait at foyer when i told him vinnie and i can drive ourself there and meet up with them. seriously it sounded so scary i wanted to back out at the very last minute cuz when i asked him will there be any cakes smashing to my face he said "maybe" omg

so on the 16th, i had totally no choice but waited at the foyer around 1, meeting up with vinnie, my dear, another december baby. she, as blur as me for plan of the day, waited there for quite some times, while the one who asked us to be there appears MUCH LATER wth HOW CAN YOU LET BIRTHDAY GIRLS TO WAIT FOR YOU! hmpfffff

so everything went on well. we sang we shouted we laughed like mad. yes we started our karaoke session with justin bieber's baby how powerful is that *smacks head*

with my dear vinnie. december babies yo :D

coming to the stunning moment .......

groupie taken by elaine!

groupie taken by redbox's staff

the real stunning moment was when they called vinnie and i out for the so called prize giving ceremony with ying wei being the emcee. omg i can't stop laughing throughout the whole process cuz it was just too funny, till i saw my present. i was like, seriously? but thanks thanks thanks all of you. you got me what i wanted so much! it was a really big big big surprise! thanks a big bunchie lovessss :) so i guess you guys enjoyed my stunned face much? :p

pressie from the Wins! ♥

"how am i going to remember your birthday when you don't look any older?"

okay i like this card! hahaha wise choice duhh :p

so that was it, together with the huge bunch of phone messages calls and posts on walls both in twitter and facebooks, the baby turns 20, still baby.

till the next then! loves :)

2010-12-08T21:38:00.001+08:00

found this in pasar malam. brings back memory dohh! :)

2010-11-30T23:14:00.003+08:00

to love a person is to learn the song that is in their heart

and to sing it to them when they had forgotten

goodbye november. hello december :)

2010-11-27T11:14:00.001+08:00

喜欢拥抱

把头贴在心口扑通扑通

聆听你的心跳呼吸你的味道

2010-11-16T00:49:00.003+08:00

when it is time to come, it will come.

you made me stunned looking at your lines, despite all the preparation i had.

and you know what's the hardest part?

i have to act as if i don't care for anything and still smiling.

the mexican night :)

2010-11-12T23:57:00.004+08:00

celebrated the birthday of aaron just awhile ago in a mexican restaurant in taipan. the celebration was just so fun. oh well place with the sac-ians is always filled with joy and laughters. we just can't avoid that. :D

i put this as my display picture on facebook for a day for his birthday, so did vinnie and a few else. it was actually dini's idea lol and i was asked by so many people whether we're really together. well, the only thing i know is the picture looks good. hehh happy birthday again my scandal partner! just before it ends. hahahh! ♥

2010-11-09T19:15:00.002+08:00

hello boy. i miss you.

life is just this unpredictable

2010-11-05T23:20:00.004+08:00

dreamt that i can't walk anymore. tell me it is just a nightmare.

hurt my back today. convenient store, hostel.

dam i start to think the joke is real. i am seriously falling down badly for at least once at every place that i stayed for more than 1 month. gg.

and still, my ego is that high, till now. ignoring the pain after falling and stood up straight away, like how i did when i fell from stairs back in leeman, and when i fell from the slope back in ns dome. even when everything is down, i still held my ego high.

lucky enough that i can still walk and hang around, but no matter how much i convinced myself, it still hurts, alot. i can't lay my back to the chair properly without putting a pillow there. i feel old suddenly. omg.

pray hard everything goes well tomorrow. i don't wanna ruin anything.

you made me smile

2010-10-28T19:48:00.004+08:00

hey sac-ians! and a few of you who're not but still so close with us. :) one year journey meant really alot to us duhh? i been spending these few days of mine looking back at all those photos we had, and omg it brings back memories. i meant, look at us now, how much we changed huhh? :)

Dear Miss Margaret,

omg i don't know how to start. but i really wanna thank you for all you had done for us. you guided us all along during the events, and in our lives too. yes we did have disagreements and arguements, and we tends to think that you don't understand what we trying to promote, but it was because we were too shallow to see what you trying to give us. we failed to see the big picture as you did. for that, i really wanna thank you for being so tolerance to us, accepting the childish behaviour of us. i enjoyed the journey of sac'10 with you. :)

Hello Pui Yee my boss!

this one lady who is always blur kinda clumsy etc okay i shall not further elaborate, but i really like you boss. your forever so cheerful :) oh btw, your my long lost sista remember hahah! omg i still don't see the reason why everyone said we look alike, i meant, your body so hot leh! where got alike LOL btw please don't pair me up with guys la life's good boss life's good. i enjoy my present moment hahahh omg your right i'm so gonna miss you when your not in the club anymore. please come back and visit us! i don't care =d oh ya, she is still single and she opt for hot buff handsome man. yes MAN not BOY. look at yourself before you approach her :p

Dinesh,

the hot dude in our club, okay at least that's what my friends told me lol one fun guy to talk to :) and wth you can really dance and shake! ohemgee. the camp was really fun, and i bet much will agree with me. maybe it was really last minute, but coming up with those plans so spontaneously wasn't really bad, afterall. look at all those happy faces we had after the event. we made it, right? :D

Vinnie my dear,

the reason why i'm here in the club. :) oh, i'm your successor now! happy? ;) childish (in a good way), cheerful, and sometimes shy when there's too many strangers around lol! my companion during p1 class, as in, we talked alot hahahh and we shared alot of stories. you just happen to pop out first before others when i feel like wanna tell something. well you know your special right :p let's go and watch zac efron okay? and keep our tradition of spotting cute guys around hahhahh!!

Richard,

the guy that is always so helpful. we always joke about him, made fun of him, and the best part is he never got mad at it. haha he is the one who always drive us around, and always the one who stayed back to help out. wonder if you remember, your my first partner for booth duty lol dance battle, how long ago duhh we didn't even bother to talk to each other back then :p anyway thanks for all the help you gave, especially on my preparation for the last graduation. thanks alot!! :) ohh btw let's go for the italian cafe you brought us last time. the food was awesome! i want i want! hahaa :D

Yvonne the treasurer,

ohh i love her, yes because she holds all the money lol! innocent, the only word i can use to describe her. hahahaa whenever we talked about dirty stuffs, we need to make sure she isn't around so that we didn't pollute her mind :p a girl who loves maple as me high 5 girl good taste hahahh! we'll go around for more food hunting okay. try out all the good restaurants around that we'd been craving for. yum yumm food yeah! and i love the moments when we head the team together during camp. :)

the sunshine girl Elaine,

i thought you were shy and quiet when i first met you. but i was totally wrong hahahh! your kinda out-spoken and sporting, sometimes quite drama also, especially on your tweets hahahh! as the oc of trinity home, we can see how much you love the kids, and you are actually one for us! always so cute and cheerful :) and i like those bombastic sentences that you always threw out. power lol! stay in touch okay, and come back to trinity with us whenever your free hehheeee

Arif,

my fellow marketing member who stayed in the department with me from the beginning till the end of SAC'10 tenure, and staying on again for SAC'11. a guy with lotsa crazy ideas, spontaneous and out-going. it is fun working along with him. you'll never get bored. :p oh btw, i just found out he somehow looks like will schuester especially when he dance, if your a fan of glee. lol arif we will take alot alot alot alot alot more picture next year okay? lets camho and beat 2010's record :p

Felicia,

joined our family during the second half of the journey. look fierce, yes, LOOK fierce. :p always bully me hahahahhh!!! no la she didn't la, but please don't poke me la sangat geli tau =d so lucky that your staying back for the next board also. at least i'm not the only girl now. phew. and i think you got freaking awesome make up skill, as in, all those cosplay or crossplay stuffs etc okay i don't know what's the different lol but i seriously think those are awesome. i also want pics like that!!! feli pleaseeeeee :D

Chay Leng the prom queen,

hahahahhh seriously this is the first thing that came into my mind when i think about you. i remembered before you came for interview, i was asking "err who is this chayleng" and someone told me "nehh the prom queen lohh" lol it is like a way to describe you dy :p pretty lady with big eyes and sweet smile. oh ya, a very efficient designer hahahh thanks for the makeover and the shopping session that we had. omg it was so fun shopping with you :) i want more!! and our seafood trip all the way down to klang. yes it is time to fulfill the promise girl blekkk :p

the always so bubbly Sufyan,

seriously this guy is cute (sorry dini don't jealous please hahhahaha) always talk crap :p i like seeing him around because whenever he is, there must be laughters. alright i guess that's what made him the pr head lol you definitely need someone like this in the club. light up the whole atmosphere :) hahaha jom zanmai!!!!!! and banana leaf omg omg so many cravings so fattening LOL!

Dinisha my lady,

yo woman! mature sexy pretty hot drama sarcastic apa lagi ah? she can really talk, like, alot, with everyone hahahahh! we talk crap talk about food and erhem erhem etc lol! she always have her own way of dealing with stuffs and i think she's cool. act in her own way and eventually people will follow her lead. hebat kan! a lady who knows when to be serious and when to have fun. this is the part i admire most about you woman! work hard and play hard!! :D :D love you la woman!

the always so gentleman Kai,

helpful and dedicated, always there to help around whenever there's is event on. the oc for sports day which i had alot of fun hahahh! i remembered i was joking that i wanna be the person in charge for basketball because this is the place with the most lengchai and basketball is my favourite games to watch among all, and in the end i really got it :p see he is just a guy who is so kind to answer our quest hahahahh! a very good tuition teacher too. yes those who been to trinity home visit with us will know :D

Suet Yi,

the soft-spoken girl in the club. long hair lovely smile and soft voice. a kind of girl that most guys will fall for hahahh! at least that's what i thought. love taking picture with her, because any photo with her in will always look nice hahahh!! a sweet lady who i enjoy talking to. our conversation will always ended up finding similarities among us lol such coincidences just simply make me speechless :p oh btw, rottweiler rocks please blehhh :p

Soon Jin,

boss's boyf hahahahha okay okay i was joking :p seriously i had no idea how did it started and why he became boss's scandal partner, but i love making fun of both of them. their reaction is just, too much to be missed. lol! didn't know you are so fun to hang out with till lately. thought your those guai guai zai who always study at home and didn't lepak around :p know what, he is a hidden dancer. don't deny it soonjin, i know you always practice dancing alone so that you can show it off in front of us now lol the g6 robotic dance is just, omg i can't believe it was from you XD

Ashrinder who prefers people to call him Ashrin,

yo big guy! still remember my name not? :p he got this very special talent of not remembering people's names, or mixing up all the names of different people. seriously he can look at me and call melissa, or look at elaine and call yvonne. lol a man with lotsa bombastic words. his comments are always powerful, simply making one speechless and get no way to fight back. giler sial. :p

Jonathan Chiew,

the ex-buff guy hahahahh omg this is so sad :p my fellow pahang man lol team pahang for the win yay! one of my study-mate last sem during edcs till finals together with maddy at the financial counter. those days were great lehh we all just gathered together and did nothing else but study. totally nerds, but it was seriously effective. the study spirit was so strong back then lol! btw, he is my boss too, another boss apart from puiyee now. lol. please pay me my salary boss ;)

Aaron Kee the F5man,

hahahahahahahaha omg f5man, this is like your title for life now, well at least for your acca life :p a guy that i don't really feel like talking to at the beginning of sac. so lansi. lol but see how close we're now. first impression is always quite a bullshit duhh! it is hard to admit this, but he is actually kinda caring. lol well at least for the n times that i fall sick, i can always get him to bring me panadols or bring me to the clinic. don't get so stressed up in studies la okay. stop being a nerd and lepak more with us the WINs! time to stop falling and gain back some repo. cheers! :p

Melissa aka Sasa,

my sweet lovely darling. :) a very good photographer. i love the photos that she took and those pics that she edited. very eye-catchy :D another girl who go around for food hunting. yes tell you good food brings good life right hahahahahh! time for some girls day out darl. i can't remember our last session of hanging out together with vinnie. jom, one-U, movie again like how we first did it. hehhh and i wanna try sitting in your car. bila? :p

Aaron See,

my ex-department head that left us half way. actually i wanna thanks you for what you prepared for the first graduation. most of the works were actually done by you, i meant the designs and name listings etc. what i did was merely compiling what you had done. so yea, the credits should go to you still. :) it was kinda sad when you decided to resign after graduation. it was a good experience working with you. yes. and i like the confidence you had while presenting yourself. good one! :)

Li Ting,

a very cheerful and fun person. she has a wide range of contacts, and i think she made a good organiser. i meant, look at the social gathering headed by soon jin and her, it was such a huge success that the night was basically beyond fantastic. working along with you during the preparation of event was a good experience. the way you got everything ready amazed me. sad that we can't walk to the end of sac'10 together, but still, having you in the club was fun. :)

Madeline,

maddy oh maddy, how can i left you out. hahahaha your so special for us okay, and so special for me too. one of the few that will come to say hi to me on skype and msn randomly and eventually chat along. :D i like the way how we click and interact. we can talk about everything, every single thing around. and i personally think your very cute. don't be offended please, it is good to be cute. it keeps us young. hahahh! please come back to visit me after you graduate, and teman me study. :p oh btw, i love your house la. i'll definitely come back hahahahh!!! more to come :D

Ying Wei,

the name that i will see at least once a day. wait, i wonder if there's one in his list that didn't got buzzed by him in a day lol drama tall skinny handsome *cough cough* and a guy who can sing very well, yes though i don't feel like praising him. he will get too perasan. :p it is fun to have a friend like him. you can always find a person to talk to whenever you want. i always showered him with my emo-ness hahaha oh well, he is on the net almost 24/7. easily accessible. hahahaha i like beating his score in bejeweled, even if the frequency is relatively low. it is just so great to beat it once in awhile. proud. :p your good the way you are syw. believe it, and don't doubt yourself. when the time comes, there will be your stage to shine. :)

Nicholas,

oh hello sayang! lol alright i can't recall how did this started as well. maybe because i hangout too much with you guys =d WINCLUB is just epic please hahahhh your a person with this very caring personality over friends. yes i guess alot of your friends said it too. your so friendly and so easy-going that people will just talk to you even during the first few meetings. and you made a good listener and counselor. that's the good thing about you. :) well life certainly have it ups and downs. just bear with the bumpy ride and we will eventually make it through okay. hehehee be a lil more positive! pull a big smile on your face like this :D

these people, you might heard of them before, or this might be the first time you read about them here, but i want to let you know these are the people around me that are so amazing. all of you, in the sac'10 board or not, are my big family here in college, and every moment spent with you all cherish my life even more.

love you people! you made me smile :)

*photos taken from Facebook*

it all started here, when i crossed the door of sac :)

2010-10-23T23:27:00.011+08:00

the logo that i'd been looking at for the whole year, like seriously. joining sac made my year fruitful colourful eventful blissful etc etc. started as part of the marketing, and eventually the head of marketing, i learnt alot throughout the year, and what not, my graphic skill improved, quite alot compared to those old times :D

my first baby. i wonder if you remember it still. it was our first time working together, as a team. pulling off the event hurts. those emo moments at the beginning of the year. :(

your prolly never see this. charity week poster that didn't get to show itself to you all because of the full-swing attention on promoting dance battle. charity sales fun tho. the booth sessions :D

20th graduation. my graduation. :p hey arif, still remember those time we stayed back in the office trying hard to figure out how on earth to edit the booklet files? i remembered how i cheered when i finally done editing it, at the very last minute :p

social gathering (poster created by liting) which mark one of the sac legend. yupp that night was just fantastic. huge success aite :)

21st graduation. thank you feli! you know what i meant. hahaha! :p

recruitment drive. my last poster for the sac tenure. like the way how the people in the picture sleep over the books. i did it always hahaha

actually there's more. camp etc, and oh yea our tags. :D love the colourful tags heheee! please tell me you keep yours nicely :p

goodbye marketing 2010! loves ♥

2010-10-18T12:02:00.007+08:00

merry-go-round is the most cruel game on earth

you will be constantly moving, constantly chasing the one in front of you

but you'll never reach

mock in a day time. gg. will be back with a special write up for some important people in my life. some special people i met this year, and the year before. yes you, and you. stay tune. :)

till then, take care ♥

when all the sweats pay off

2010-10-04T12:48:00.007+08:00

finally graduation is over. finally.

i was so nervous throughout the day that i can't eat properly either at the morning or during the lunch. been rushing here and there for the day and stress totally killed my appetite. the feeling of hunger reached me only when everything is over and i literary begged for food at the time. laugh yes laugh.

hiccups started since the very beginning of the day and there's not much time for me to think. i need to come out with the solution there and then. there's no time for me to consider what if this and what if that. firm and confident in the choice and decision made, that's what i learnt from the day.

it was a great compliment having feedbacks from friends that attended the ceremony telling me they enjoyed it. i mean, yea what's more important than pleasing your guests in the event you held. i'm glad at least the very basic aim is achieved. forgot who told me this, but i'm really happy when i hear ppl telling me "wahh dai gor lui jor lohh independent enough to head the event" and what not all the thanks and congrats from graduates and lecturers etc after the event. it means alot to me. alot. :)

a big thanks to the organizing committee for the day. without you all, it can't be done. thanks for helping me out in every single part of making it up, and sorry if i was hard on that day. *bounce 90°*

another big thanks to the friends that came that day to support the graduation too. thanks for all the hugs and care and shoulder pats and cooling talks. you have no idea how motivating and supporting every single one of you are to me. you guys are just my awesome power generator la! thank you!!! *hugs* promise i'll be there for your graduation too. I PROMISE!! :)

thanks for the ice cream session after the event. and thank you nicholas for fetching me to usj to get my key and fetch me all the way back to college again hahahh! :D

thanks, thanks, and thanks again everyone! ♥

harchiu!!

2010-09-28T22:46:00.009+08:00

omg the layer of dust is so thick lol

alright i don't have much time here. life been pretty busy recently. had alot of events ongoing, and ohya, my n-th time falling sick. same symptom again like last few times but anyway i'm all fine now back in one piece lol.

to update you on what been happening recently, let me show you some pics, again. well pics talk better than i did ain't it? :p

YingWei and Richard's birthday celebration, FullHouse

yupp the two guys behind are the birthday boys tho the girls are more outstanding in this pic. imba. :p

Tribal Survival Camp organised by the SACs, Dusun Eco Resort

the organising committee for camp!

somehow i like this. looks like some gangsta here :p

team pahang yay! pahang all the way eh :D :D

oh wait exclude the guy on the left please lol sorry rich! XD

with my dear vinnie in front of our chalet. ciku girl!

oh this, yvonne the treasurer puiyee my big blur boss and me. put this on simply because i like it. i think i look good here LOL

oh yeah i'm somewhere in between. hunt for me! i swear i wasn't hiding :D

Grandma's birthday 2010

celebrated grandma's 82nd birthday on sunday. i don't look good here sad just recovered from the dam sickness. anyway the guy in the same tee with me is not my boyf. nope. he's my bro. lol

till then, ciao. take care people! don't fall sick. xoxo ♥

it's time for some typical taiwanese cuisines!

2010-09-09T15:18:00.011+08:00

the end of f7 class on wednesday marked the start of 1 week holidays for me, so yea, time to go home :)

went pyramid for dinner before heading home. took a really long time to finally decide what to eat. the random question again and again and again lol.

in the end we had it in fong lye restaurant, a new taiwanese restaurant recently opened around pyramid ice rink lg1.

the most important thing during dinner. you shall know why later :p

oyster with egg, also known as oo-qien, is my all time favourite. EGGS. hehh not bad. alot of oysters inside, but the gravy is a lil too sweet. =d

best dish among all. potato balls. the only dish that i can actually taste the ori flavour of the food, the natural sweetness. yummy!

fried mushroom. the mushrooms are kinda juicy, but the coat of pepper salt is a lil too thick, so yea, too salty. made me FREAKING THIRSTY. =d

fried tempura, something like our keropok lekor, coated with the pepper salt as the fried mushroom. again too salty. yea you got what i mean. =d

the direct translate from chinese will be "3-cup-chic" which consist of a cup of sugar a cup of glutinous rice wine and a cup of soy sauce. again. A CUP OF SUGAR. wow imagine the sweetness man! MUST eat together with the rice, and yupp the soup too. neutralize your taste buds lol

beef soup dumpling! omg i love beef soup hehh. the taste of herbs and beef is slightly heavier compared to the beef noodles i always had near club9 ss15. i prefer the latter. lol but yupp the dumpling was great. perhaps i should quest for the ginger vinegar. worth a try still! :)

in the end, still, the OoLong Tea is the best. now you see. :D

they had this very rural-ish sculpture outside their restaurant, so yupp, you know your at the right place when you saw this. have fun trying out the typical taiwanese cuisines! :D

Tenacious Tu-Tu - sounds like a PLAN! :)

2010-09-04T22:27:00.007+08:00

this is a life-changing experience

it definitely is :)

joined the Project E.P.I.C. 2 for a charity event out at an Orang Asli Village in Kuala Kubu Baru. before i tell you how great it was, lemme show you what is E.P.I.C. :)

Embracing people without discrimination

Pride without arrogance

Integrity in all that we do say and think

Committed compassion to all

i am so glad that i was there that night when Madeline told us about this project, and subsequently signed up for it. the team works, the people, the sweats and sunburns. we really walked into the life of the orang asli there. those conversations we had, those happy faces of the kids, those acceptance of the residents :)

the situation was actually much better than what i had anticipated. they are somehow more literate, more civilized than how i once thought orang asli's lives were. however there's not much brick houses there. most of them built their own house by woods and bamboos. on the way of discovering the village, i saw pipes that channel spring water to their houses which means highly likely they had no water supply in the house, and there's no electricity in most of the deeper areas.

you might think i am exaggerating, but yes, that's the reality. in that small space of a bamboo house, there's no furnitures. there's no so call living room dining room and kitchen. it is all in one and one for all. and i was so afraid that i will break the bamboos floor when i stepped on it.

so what we did were walking around the whole village area, visiting them house by house, talked to the residents and socialized with them. through the conversations we got to understand how their lives were like, and in what way we can contribute to them. some of them were so shy, especially the kids. i remembered the kid in the first house we visited covered her face for that long that till the moment we left, i didn't got to see her face =d

oh wait, that's not all that we did. we helped them to clean up the areas too. yupp the gotong royong session, which is basically trash-picking all the way on lol. and mind you, the village is kinda on a hill, so yupp we climbed up and down the slopes for times. good chance to work out duhh :p

overall it was a really great event thanks to the EPIC teams :) i had fun meeting you guys and work along, and what not, you guys are just extraordinary people :)

again, thank you Madeline for inviting us, and thank you Jon Ming, the project leader. GO EPIC!

Social Gathering 2010

2010-09-04T21:56:00.010+08:00

the night was basically awesome

i dare you to say no =d

Sunway-Tes Social Gathering had always been the long awaiting annual event for the ACCA-ians tho i'm not sure whether they are here to socialize with each and everyone or for the free food. anyway, those who attended our social gathering this round would definitely agree that WE DID HAD A GREAT NIGHT. :)

not going to deny that we did have some flaws at the very beginning part, especially when the registration clashed with Mr Teo's talk. anyhow, the remaining part was so great that i just can't believe it is real. that night was beyond fantastic all thanks to our very dedicated OC and AOC soon jin and li ting, and what not, our most committed team, the SAC'2010 board ;p

the organizing committee!

part of the organizing committee with our programme director, Mr Teo ES

random us :)

and what not, the girls :)

alright that's all for this. had fun browsing the pics did you!? more pics on facebook hehh (:

*photos credits to the photographers of that night, aaron kee and siah ying wei. :)*

without you, there wouldn't be me today :)

2010-08-31T00:20:00.004+08:00

i do not fight for things that not worth fighting for

and what worths fighting for?

the definition is on me, not you :)

Happy 53rd Independence Day Malaysia! quite a silent night here except the few guys that shouted "MERDEKA! x3" from their unit. crazy duhh :p

heard some fireworks just now, but not as much as what i heard while we were still in highschool back at raub. the atmosphere back at those time were definitely much better. miss those days don't you? and those faces :)

i used to wake up really early on Independence Day while i was still a kid and watch the parade, but not anymore. i can hardly find Jalur Gemilang waving around this year, not to mention patriotic songs. raya songs are even more hit than that sigh. and what more, no more national day commercials by yasmin ahmad :(

people, where will you be tomorrow? in the field celebrating independence? or in the mall enjoying merdeka sales? or what not, having 31% baskin robbins discounts hmm .....

i was so afraid if they were just bubbles

2010-08-25T12:35:00.006+08:00

it been two days since result, and sometimes i still can't believe i made it through. 4 papers in a single round gave me much pressure. all the clashes of class, replacements, trying hard to follow up, and what more the stress during the two weeks of finals.

flash back, i wonder how i gone through it. i cried in the midnights after revision because i felt like the more i revise the more i can't remember. i text a friend in the dawn waking him up from bed to talk to me because i can't stand to look at the notes anymore and i can't sleep. i picked up my finance management notes straight away after my law exam for the final revision. i broke down after finance management because i knew i screwed it up and it made me so hard to focus on performance management which came after it.

everything seems so long ago but it was just two months before. everyone said i'm silly to take 4 papers while involving myself in the club. i thought i was too during the final exam weeks. i asked myself how crazy i was to do that. i hardly have time to do all i want to do. i don't have time for cells gathering, no time for friends meet up, and i hardly find a chance to go home too. i ignored many of the important parts in my life, but now all the efforts paid off. i'm glad it did.

i used to chase so hard for a dream that seems so far, and when it falls on me, i blinked my eyes and ask if it is real. till now, it is still hard to believe for me. prayers did work ain't it? my leaders taught me well during cells :)

the day of tears and joy, both.

2010-08-23T17:51:00.002+08:00

so result is out. the marks doesn't look good so don't bother asking. still i'm glad all 4 are over thanks God, and i got first class on margin which means i need to work hard for f7 8 to strike for at least 68 in both so that i can retain the status *stress*

glad for friends who made it thru, at the same time feel helpless when i saw those sad faces. i'm sorry for what happened. this round we'll make it through aite. stay strong. we're here together, no matter how. your not fighting alone :)

of dream and truth, it's complicated.

2010-08-22T23:53:00.004+08:00

hello bloggie! just a short one, freaking short.

went One-U to meet my dream man omg he's so charming. had a really good night out with friends too. a way to release stress before result day thanks jayson and limlim. :)

yupp the judgement day is here. finally. perhaps after tomorrow, the whole world changed. i don't know. stress no? maybe. let's hope for a good news from me hehh :p

cut my hair, again.

lagi imba now hahh!

2010-08-06T09:04:00.002+08:00

a snap of june and me during ruth's wedding dinner.

she's so tall and thin, and she's only standard 4 omg

hiatus

2010-08-02T10:49:00.005+08:00

days getting busy. family, club, friends, studies. first progress test tomorrow. stress :(

updates gonna be lesser and lesser. toodles mankinds!

looking for room to rent. sienz